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Mon Sep 14, 2009, 1:21 PM
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: The tv and children's snores....they're napping!!
  • Reading: ....
I might just cry. ;)

My interest in this site and art in general has waned somewhat...well...a lot. Haven't done any drawing, life's boring..ect.
Still having a little trouble with Joe, but seeing that he's 18 now...well, he's changed for the better. My daughter's driving me around now. She's finished driver's training and is in the 10th grade. :faint: My son quit school last year. Getting his GED so he can go to college in the future. He's now into smoking hookah-(tobacco)I guess all the college kids are doing it...not the smart ones perhaps. :shrug:
Hope everyone had a really great summer and I'm going to try to get on and look through everyone's art galleries at random...probably won't be on much though.
Much luv to all! :cuddle: I still often think of everyone. I'm still here.

:)

Edit: I found a lump in my left breast last night, near my cleavage. Having my doctor set up a mammogram... :fear: I'm hoping/praying that it's benign.



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Wow, it's been a while... ^^;

Wed Jan 21, 2009, 2:53 PM
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: The tv in the background
  • Reading: fanfiction
I see no one’s missed me. :D

I guess I’ll catch up slowly…

*sigh*

Sorry for the lack of interest on here, slap me if you must…as for me, I know, it’s Vegitasei or bust… (Where’ve I heard that before?)

Maybe I’ve gone nuts. :shrug:

I’m still alive. :D

Hide me… :paranoid:

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Stolen from :iconzornsama:

- Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
- Post the first definition it gives you.
- Tag 3 people. (Not)


1.) Your name?

- Brenda
-Definition: A very nice person, with a beautiful face, and a special heart. Look, her name is probably Brenda. *I like the second one better. * 2.) The most beautiful and wonderful girl in the world. Lives in nevda- “Yeah, she’s a Brenda. 3.) Its derived from the Old Norse word "brand" or sword which makes it a warrior name. - "I will stab you with my Brenda!" :lol:



2.) Your age?

- ;_;
- Definition: A tall, bald, intimidating individual with a bar code tattooed on the back of his head. Usually wears a suit, tie and black gloves and is a hired killer. When not murdering people for money, he enjoys gardening.

Geeze, I’m about as short as they come… Wait, what was that about being a killer!! ;_;



3.) One of your friends?

- Debbie
Definition: a white girl that has a, “ghetto booty," possibly from eating a lot of little debbies
Girl l: did you see Beth's …*er* arse?
Girl 2: yeah man she is a debbie

(Mmm k… ) Number 5’s more like the Debbie I know.. >.<



4.) What should you be doing?

- Making dinner
- Definition: Making dinner isn't defined yet. -_-



5.) Favorite color?

- Black…
- Definition: Darkness, a dark color, the color of this text is black.

(Too many definitions for that one… I ain’t repeating any more…. ^^; )


6.) Birthplace?

- *Censored*
- Definition: A small hick-town consisting of Michiganian rednecks, scene/emo kids trying to be cool, white boy, "bloods and cryps," white trash, and very few normal people who try like hell to get the fuck away but somehow are just stuck in this tiny shitty town.

Also known as L-town. (This is news to me…and there’s not too many emos, but I’ve never heard anyone calling anyone a redneck. Hell, who knows, with all the loads of conservatism going on here… :o … Come to think of it; I use “ain’t” way too much outta habit. )


7.) Month of your birth?

- December
- Definition: The month in which the hottest women are born.

0.o


8.) Last person you talked to?

- Jaci *Pronounced Jaycee*
- Definition: Jacilyn isn't defined yet. But, I don’t like what they have for my daughter’s nickname! :noes:


9.) One of your nicknames

-Bren
- Definition: Adj - Robust; full flavored; Substantial.
The cup of coffee was bren.
Number 2’s nice; "The Brenaldo;" somebody who rules everybody.

(I am the king!)

:faint: Is it over??


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Mon Nov 17, 2008, 4:19 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: The tv in the background
  • Reading: fanfiction
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My monitor's here, but it looks very used. They told me over the phone that they couldn't fix the problem, so they replaced it. :/

Mine was only three months old. :X It's nice to finally see colors though.

Damn, my son more or less quit school and now wants me to pay a lot to do it online. He's not motivated enough. :no: *sigh* why me.

My wellbutrin was raised to three hundred mg, and it helps me focus a little better, and my moods are better. *No more raging at the son for me.* :invisible: It also helps my recall, something I don't have much of. (I have to write down everything I want to remember.) It's weird, but I find myself paying attention, even when I'm not. :o

I'm so behind on here. I keep avoiding this place. I'll probably never learn anything...as in...Photoshop/css. Oh well. *I'm feeling pessimistic today. :*

No feature, I sometimes get discouraged because no one cares..well except for the featuree. :shrug:

I sometimes glance at things here, everyone's doing a really great job on their art...

...except me. ^^;

I must feel better soon! :shakefist: :lol:





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Happy Halloween!

Fri Oct 31, 2008, 10:57 PM
  • Mood: Fear
  • Listening to: The tv in the background
  • Reading: fanfiction
  • Drinking: Water
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Sorry, I’ve been gone so long. It’s depressing being on da and seeing no red in anything. This borrowed monitor has no red tones, so it’s basically gray, muted country blue and ugly white. Not white-white, but ugly gray white. My son called ViewSonic the other day and my Monitor is fixed, I hope, and on its way back from CA.

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:fuzzydemon: I have a very spooky true story to tell. :fuzzydemon:

In my town lies an unnamed cemetery, within the grounds of the- what we used to call- the home, or the state home. It opened as the Michigan Home for the Feeble Minded and Epileptic in 1893, opening for patients two years later. It had been called many names including, the Michigan Home and Training School, The Lapeer State Home and Training School, and the Oakdale Regional Center for Developmental Disabilities. We used to call it just plain ol’ Oakdale too.

Anyway, it closed in 1992 and they tore down most of the buildings. The last three, which housed the residents on the main drive were still there when my son started kindergarten five years later, but they soon were torn down.

An unmarked cemetery is still there on the grounds. Most of the headstones are missing and are only marked by a first name; date of death or by dates or even a single number. To reach it, one must travel down a short two track road- more likable to a wide trail- and is overgrown with brush and huge trees. It is pitch black at night and mumbling can be heard from the outer woods. ( 1.)

It is said that 420 souls reside there.

On Nov. 12, 1910, a smallpox epidemic claimed the lives of six patients and, all together, 25 patients contracted the disease. (2.)

It is hard to reach, with smaller trails surrounding it. The main way to get there is from John Conley Dr, Past the Thumb Correctional Prison, and a couple of factories to where there is a dead end. This dead end is bordered by extremely large rocks, (I know this, my daughter and I drove there during the day, the day after it happened. Didn’t appear to be too scary.) My son explained how he and his friends moved the rocks to get past because there is a metal gate, with the rocks on either side of it.

Anyhoo, the only other way to get out is by threading through various other smaller, pot-holed trails, eventually reaching Demille Rd. And, from what my son said, extremely large pot holes… They thought they bottomed out once.

A group of his friends, including his friend Jessy, whom I’ve mentioned before, drove a four-wheel drive pickup, through the trails, either on the sixth or the thirteenth, of this month, at approximately 11:00pm. I don’t remember which day, but it was on a Tuesday. The way he explained it, Jessy and he, got out at one point, the second time they came back around the trails. They were walking a head of the truck and he said they suddenly saw what appeared to be a man, but he walked as if he were hunched over. He appeared to be wearing a dark hooded jacket and jeans, (he said he could see the wrinkles in them.) Lord, I’ve never seen my son so spooked, he was actually scared when he told me this.) It didn’t have hands or feet and it moved so fast he said they just turned and ran back to the truck and yelled at the driver to take off. The figure was dark, like the shadow people that are always described in the ghost shows. They got back to the rocks and turned around to maybe go back. They discussed what they’d seen for a few minutes, and Joe said there were suddenly two of the same figures behind the truck and he said they had no choice but to go back through the trails and ended up on Demille.

He came home around midnight, so spooked. I’ve never seen my son so scared. He’s not scared of anything, not easily startled and very skeptical concerning anything not of this world. He doesn’t believe in ghosts, but I heard him say on the phone to Jessy that he felt confused, and said, “You know what we saw…”

Needless to say, I had to stay up with him for a while that night. :lmao:


He later went there that Friday with my niece Jenny and her boyfriend and a few friends but, they didn’t see anything unusual.

When I told my sister this last week, she said that the patients used to work in the fields, which I also knew but, neglected to remember. It makes sense because they could have just been working the fields. *Bent over*

:shrug:

Yesterday, as my son took an afternoon nap, I was sitting on the loveseat, watching something on tv. I heard strangest sound… heavy, drawn in breathing,like the kind one makes between their teeth. I looked over at him and oh, it was the strangest breathing I’ve ever heard him make… he was actually shaking!

I woke him up and he appeared to be half awake as he said, “I’m shocked…”

I laughed a little at that and knew that he’d had a nightmare. He then became fully awake and told me a short dark lady was trying to get in our apartment and he slammed the door on her. Then he said he looked out the kitchen window and she got in the house, and then I woke him up. Whatever it was had him spooked out of his mind. Said it was a ghost.

Eh… :shrug:

(1.) Strange USA.com [link]

(2.) [link]

Google Earth map of area


Way too close for comfort! :fear:

Edit: Took out the second link; it didn't work.



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This is an example of what I'm seeing on my borrowed desktop.



Damn Craptastic Monitor!! :shakefist:
















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Headaches & a Feature!

Fri Oct 10, 2008, 5:59 AM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: The tv drone on...
  • Reading: fanfiction
  • Drinking: Water
Man! Even though I’ve been back online for a few months, I still haven’t caught up with all my watchee’s galleries! *I feel so bad!* :cries: And, I’ll try to catch up with devs as well, but… Stupid new monitor!! :shakefist:

I’m using a borrowed monitor which sucks arse because there appears to be not a speck of red in it, it’s blue and white…whatever that is. :p So, I’ll have to wait a couple of weeks to comment on your new devs unless I get on my sisters computer to look at them. ^^;

*Which I can…*

On the subject of my new monitor...

I spent $30.00 on shipping and insurance to send the damn thing back to the company. (A big thank you to VIEWSONIC!! :shakefist: ) It all of a sudden went black, well; it’s actually been doing that for a while.* The other day, it would go black no matter how much I rebooted!* Okay, I thought maybe it was acting weird because it did that once in a while on sleep mode, thought maybe windows was screwing up, but no…I had to get in a big argument with Joe (the son..) He tried to tell me it was the monitor itself, like the video card or something. (He was right.) I swear, he knows more about computers than I ever will without even trying, but try to get him to do his homework. :faint:

I can’t believe he’s finally agreeing to go on meds for his add! :omfg: Someone must have gotten to him… As for me…my doctor finally gave in and let me try wellbutrin for my adhd. I really haven’t been majorly depressed in a while now. *keeps fingers crossed.* I really like it, much better than the Zoloft I’d been taking for years. *Enough of me and mine… :p *

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My next feature is someone who I admire a lot. :nod: I really like the amount of drawing she does and her use of movement and expression in it. Makes me wish I could do that much drawing; I’m way too lazy at it. She also has some really cool original character sketches, and what I like most of all…she ALWAYS comments on my deviations, she even watches my scraps. I’m so indebted to her! :heart:

:heart: She's just way too cool! :heart:

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This is a must read; especially for Silent Hill lovers:

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